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may 31

me and bjork against the universe

Why would i rewatch fleabag s2. Im gonna shoot myself. I genuinely thought that i would be normal about it. I love you itll passMaybe kill yourself and end your life. Im ending my life. i need to get off this flight and i need a gun. ouch. Help me. Im in so much pain. Im devastated. Im drowning. Help me. Ow. I have many thoughts about fleabag. Me personally if i was the priest i would not have done that. God that show is so fucked up i hate it. Who writes that. What kind of a demented person do you have to be to write that? END YOUR LIFE. to think of her love as a test of faith. Oh hes going to hell. Hes not actually. Thats the whole point of the test anyway. The confession scene has got me thinking many thoughts. I think the priest is a charming little cutie patootie but also she opens up to you and you tell her to submit to you? Ur joking. I hate males. And he doesnt even go through with it either. Loser alert. I mean like i dont know. I see people say fleabag was worse in their relationship but shes literally a girl so idk how that works. In what world is the girl the problem? Never!!!!

Its never over.. a kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder.. its never over.. all my riches for her smile when ive slept so soft against her.. its never over all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter.. its never over shes the tear that hangs inside my soul forever..

The other day i listened to lover you shouldve come over on repeat for many times over (Im okay now, dont worry about me) and i think it changed something in me chemically. Around the 5th listen i felt my mind grow bigger and my heart started to ache. Why would jeff buckley write that song? Specifically for me btw. I love music and i am happy girl.

Recent songs i have written and produced

All of them are my favourites ever currently. I am a very talented music writer/producer and i think you should all check them out

im a girl in a scared rusalka and nerdy kind of way. Honestly.

I cant wait to be home. I cannot wait to be in my bed. Of course i miss all of my fans a lot and meboyforever5000 even more so but i miss my dog so much i need to see my son. My boy has been checking me and my brothers room EVERY DAY since we left. God im so suicidical. I miss my son so much. My baby.

After spending a total of 2 weeks in europe i stopped wearing makeup except for the last like 3 days and now im so bad at applying it. who else makeupless? Guilty! Its really sad because putting on makeup in the morning is my fave part of my routine but im not gonna do it if its gonna turn out bad!!!!

Honestly being on a 7 hr flight is like being in the prison camp in 1984. The only things i did on this flight is sleep and watch fleabag. Its so uncomfortable. At least ill be home soon i guess. Just another 6 hour flight :) oh and also our SEVEN HOUR LAYOVER. Ur fuckin jokin me. Its so messed up. Who has a flight af 8:30????? End your life. We are hoping to catch an earlier flight but i doubt it.

Im sort of very danger days. Im lipgloss smile and scraped up knees and also a heart attack in black hair dye. Ya id say so. I lovw danger days ^_^ meow

i cant wait to go to the beach. I want to go to white rock so bad. Im literally twitching and frothing at the mouth. I need to go. Someone please make these plans happen soon or i might fall over and die.

in other news, i am letterboxd famous. 5 likes on my guardians of the galaxy 3 review. Who else cheered?

Ive been thinking and i think they should persecute anyone who interupts 3-7pm girl nap time. As a young woman, i need a nap between the hours of 3-7. It doesnt matter if its only 30 minutes. It needs to be between 3 and 7pm. Recently i have NOT gotten ANY nap time. Literally a violation of my human rights.

Ive been seeing debates of who is the best white rapper of all time and some people say Eminem (lie) some people say jack harlow (even bigger lie) and i see no point in having this argument because the answer is obvious. Bladee. Like who are you people to think its anybody but my beautiful girlfriend.

Anyone else go a bit crazy and feel maternal? Just my vibe atm i feel.

On my trip i bought three or four kafka books and i am living life happily and joyfully. I think my blog will be better after im done. I am a fake fan. I havent read all of his works yet. Sorry. But its not like any of you have so who are you to judge? Ill kill you. Once i consume enough kafka in a short amount of time i will either channel his spirit and go insane and kill myself or i will just kill myself because hes sent me into a spiral. I luvv kafka ahhhhhhh. Im currently reading the castle! So good and so confusing. I like that i have to reread all of his novels twice to understand whats happening. I really like it so far though, if i knew what was going on i maybe would like it better but kafka prefers to write in ambiguity anyway so i think i understand it spiritually moreso than logically. I know him better than anyone else. Sometimes i read his letters to milena (his lover) and i have to lay down. What an ill and romantical man. Hes so me. Hes just so devoted to her its so sweet. Many people say so but i understand him on a deeper level than anyone else ever will. I am him but a teen girl. Me and him and joan of arc and ryro for lifesies. I need to cut my bangs. They are so long its tragic. Im starting to look normal.

Ok anyways. Unfortunately my plane is going to land soon so this is farewell for now.. Who else is congratulating me for publishing 2 blogs in one month? Literally unheard of in robot girl blog history. Goodnight to u all and have a beautiful day my robot fans xoxoxoxo

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may 16

On my way! to Montreal (a robotisée fille special

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