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january 8

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Listening to SZA... writing in my journal... painting my nails a colour i dont want to because i have no other colour to paint them... this is the woman experience. This first week of the year has been gracious to me truly. for unspecified reasons i am embarrassed about, this weekend has been a great break to the horrible (wonderful) things that have been consuming every thought of my brain. This saturday i took the time to reread metamorphosis and annotate it finally. i think people on tiktok think they know kafka but if im being honest i block any kafka related content on my tiktok because i find that anyone on that app talking about him does so in a really annoying way. as a parasocial kafka wife i find this highly offensive. none of you know him like i do. i think gregor is the most similar protagonist to kafka himself. gregor is sooo unserious and ive found that this reread has revealed to me that metamorphosis borders on comedy when you dont take the time to deeply think about what the allegories could further represent... be it capitalism or homosexuals.. whatever you believe metamorphosis is about. besides that, ive not watched any movies this year. im sorry. its so bad. but i have been busy watching the walking dead. recently there was a scene where daryl holds and talks to the baby and. I think i am actually so in love with him. i didnt think that seeing a man taking on the role of a good father would make me soooooo gay on fortnite. i finally made my January playlist!

i hope when i die i am covered in mold and dirt and stuff. i need to return to the earth. and i need to watch a movie

im serious dreading my english classes poetry unit. its not that i am bad at writing, but its that my poetry is not something that needs to be shared. i would actually be institutionalized. on the other hand, im not looking forward to the next semester.. science and math at the same time. that is so scary. i hope my teachers arent too bad. careers is boring and i am excited for art.

I recently have started to become a very normal person, i am laughing out loud at podcasts. Who is this woman? I am not sure but she is here to stay. I love watching late night interview clips and i am unashamed. I am so normal girl and my most used app is Hay Day. Steroid use is the cause of all my giggles this weekend. I am severely high and deteriorating.

I finally understand those people on the internet who are only attracted to older male celebrities im soooo in love with norman reedus and johnny knoxville im ill. Fancams of men over 30 should be illegal bc im so in love and its ruining my health. Ive been feeling maternal lately. I need to be a mother and maybe meet a gay man. When i read back my draft for a blog post and it is completely illogical i know it will be a banger and thats when i know to publish it.

Listen to my playlist and tell me what you think.. Maybe recommend me a song (if i dont like the song i will sentence you to one year in federal prison) Recommend me a book or kiss me on the cheek (ill blush hard) Thanks for reading !ited for art.